When I fall in love, I fall HARD... I may not be the best man in world or even the best writer in history but one thing's for sure, I possess the genuine love that only a handful of men nowadays have...

Friday night was the most memorable night of my entire life. It was the night under the witness of the stars and the moon shining from above the Ortigas night sky, where I poured my heart out and bared my soul. I let it all out swallowing my pride and dignity. And I did it all in one night as the cool night breeze swirled around us.

And finally, after all the words, there as the embrace. Somehow, within those arms, I found my little piece of heaven and Nirvana. Within those arms, time stopped and all of the insecurities in my mind and impurities in my soul vanished temporarily. I forgot everything. All I wanted was to stay like that forever. And the figure that I held in my embrace, the most beautiful thing that i've ever seen and my most cherished memory. She was my world that i revolved around at. Everything that i did, it was all for the purpose of pleasing her (although sometimes, I would rebel with jealousy). Somehow as she pressed herself within my embrace, at that moment, I felt that I could protect her from anything. i could shield her from all the flaws of the world and anything that would dare harm her would have to go through my grave first.

i just hoped that during those two miutes, she heard the echoes and whispers of my heart, calling out her name and telling her how much i love her and how much i care for her. I wish that she was able to look at my heart and see its four chambers, all beating in unison because of her. How I wish that she was able to feel the essence of my soul to let her know how complete it is at that moment because of her presence.

And now, I must lve with the consequences of my actions. By pouring my heart and baring my soul, I unconsciously conured up a wall between us. A wall that will divide us forever not physically but emotionally. But that's ok, my heart is happy and my soul was able to attain peace even though it was only a single moment. A moment that I would cherish forever. I never desired to make her mine. All I wanted was to make her happy. My heart beats for her and her smile makes my soul shine and I will continue to live for her and change for the better.