Down into Oblivion

I always questioned the fact that why is it that every noble intention I had always backfired?

I tried to change him... I defended him from everyone whop picked on him and told them to stop. I defended him from everyone who spoke ill of him and told them that he could still change... I didn't care about the fact that people were already getting irritated of me because I became his "buddy". All I cared about was the end of my mission... to change him and to show to everyone that anyone can change for the better as long as they have the right influence...

But I was wrong...

I learned that he was lying behind my back... I almost got into a fist fight with one of my close friends because he twisted the story between us. He told me and Chex that the boys were talking behind our backs... He was backstabbing me... He was manipulating me into getting mad with the boys... He knew that the boys would never accept him because of his attitude and he knew that I was ok witht he boys and I go with them occasionally. As long as they're in the picture, he knew that I will always go with them from time to time which means that as long as they're in the picture, he'll always get ridiculed by the boys... He had to act. That's why he was uttering whispers... talking behind our backs, making us fight each other.... Chex and I against the boys... that was his plan... Good thing the boys knew it from the beginning. And so, he eneded up in the corner, all alone...

He used me... He betrayed me... He manipulated me... And I will never forgive him because of that... Too bad.. He just lost one of the most loyal friends he could ever had... and he will take it down to the lowest pits of hell and spend his afterlife there for all eternity....