Grbe, yesterday was just tooo darn creepy... I felt like as if I was in a suspense thriller or something.
Yesterday (July 2, 2005), I had nothing to do kasi I was bedridden because of my leg injury so I got my pad paper and a pen and started to write verses. I was just writing... without any thought. I just wrote whatever I was feeling. I wasn't even writing according to my style (close number of syllables) but I stilll made sure that what I wrote rhymes. When I filled a whole page, grabe... I was so shocked. This is what I wrote:
Nostalgia kicking in
Walls closing within
Haunted by the silent screams
Deafening, ringing in my ears
Enclosed in a cage of regret
Unable to forgive, unable to forget
Punished, unable to repent
Accompanied by sin and its foul scent
Darn it... this is just too darn creepy. And the word NOSTALGIA kept on ringing in my head. Maybe I miss the old days na nga talaga. The high school days... But I think there's something more than Nostalgia because aside from that poem, I also wrote this:
I am a tool and nothing more
Unable to fly, unable to soar
A creature of darkness
Submerged in sadness
Trapped in a world of corruption
Waiting for his own damnation
Darn it. What is wrong with me. this is just too darn creepy...
