I'm all alone In the rain.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005


All my life, I have awaited for the arrival of the Spring Wind...

I am a tree, completely devoid of life. Ravaged by the harsh winter wind with its cold, swift blows. My leaves shiver around the chill of the eternal loneliness brought by the harsh tempest. My branches, completey frozen and unable to do anything but support the leaves and my body, completely subdued by the cold atmosphere... I am a a lonely figure standing in this void in the midst of a harsh winter, enduring the chill of loneliness that creates a cold and cruel atmosphere, torturing my body. But I must remember what I am, a tree and I can do nothing but provide shade to my loved ones and protect them against the burning hot sun. At least by doing this, a small flicker of happiness remains and so, I survive. All I can do with my pain is to scream deep inside and curse the darkness that has took a hold on me. I am powerless against the chills. The only choice I have is to wait for the Spring Wind to banish the harsh winter wind...

But then, after waiting for what seemed like an eternity, it came... but it was different than what I expected. I thought that she was immediately going to save me from the cold and rejuvenate my leaves to bring me back to my former glory. But no, she didn't. All she did was watch me while I shiver and I don't even know if she felt pity back then. But then, when she took action I realized something... The Spring Wind was not a life saver but an Arbiter, a Judge. The Void that I've been standing on was a courtroom and I've been waiting for the Judge to sentence me. And so, she sentenced me to complete the ordeal of time which means I will have to linger in the darkness and in the cold...again. But this time, I cannot look for another source of light. I must endure the cold and the darkness. The Spring Wind was trying to test me. She wanted to test my loyalty and faithulness to her... and so, this is my situation. I have to wait a little more longer and linger here for a bit but now I know that all this pain will have a purpose in the end... And the session ended and she left me with her last words, "We'll see"

the love you can't have lasts the longest, feels the strongest, and hurts the most
Still feeling the pouring rain at 2:46 PM


name: Jessie De Leon
age: 19
school: University of Asia and the Pacific
Occupation: Keeper of Secrets/confidant/Spirit of Vengeance/Selfish Soul
Destiny: None/Hollow

Reminders
Anyone who insults me becoz of my drama in my OWN blog, shove your insults up your spine.
Those who think that I'm selfish, pigheaded, and self-centered, well boohoo, do everyone a favor and burn in hell.


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Never let anybody impose on you on how you should be happy and if you should be for you are your own person.


Motto:


Everything happens for a reason



Love Quote:


To Love is to feel both pain and pleasure everytime your heart beats



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